today was full of slow responses.
tomorrow will be better.
i guess today just isn't a mushy day for you.
sometimes i wish you'd respond faster.
just a thought though.
i love you so much, elvira
you’re so fucking amazing.
i'm more scared than ever. -______-
it kinda bothers me that it affects you this much...
i could understand the part about not talking to him anymore and not being best friends, but when it’s relationship wise, it makes feel that you really did like him more than you thought. and then it leads me to think that that’s the reason why you’re unsure of where you want to be with me.
i'm still confused as to what happened.
i miss the way things used to be.
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Elvira. I love you.
and I have a feeling that I no longer exist to you. and you’re starting to like someone else.
it's fucking pissing me off.
you have such a short fucking fuse. something happens, you automatically jump to a conclusion that somethings wrong. NO. nothings fucking wrong. stop asking me every fucking hour. it gets fucking annoying. if there was something wrong, i’d tell you. but no, you decide to continually push yourself onto people and think that its going to help. obviously not. you’re just going to annoy...
can someone please tell me what the FUCK is going...
am i just letting you down. what am i doing wrong....
this day just gets worse as time passes.
this is killing me so much.
i feel really let down.
i feel so fucking hopeless.
times like these make me feel forgotten.
i don't like this feeling of still hopelessness in...
i was brought down to a low yesterday, and getting back up is going to take a while.
you said you did want to try. you said you weren't...
was it just a lie? or are you letting one little misunderstanding get in the way of everything. im still going to be here no matter what. i’m keeping my pinky promise, the way it should be.
you're letting me go.
and i can’t let this happen.
i hate when what i say is interpreted the wrong...
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you've discovered another reason why i go so hard...
hes get you back all the time with the same thing....
and you always fall for it.
sinkingshipss: I absolutely hate my school. I am so glad that this my last year. Every day it gets worse and worse and every day I am one step closer to freedom. The entire school system needs to be changed, it’s stupidity. -end mini rant- fml -_-
this really can't be happening again.