it kinda bothers me that it affects you this much relationship wise.
i could understand the part about not talking to him anymore and not being best friends, but when it’s relationship wise, it makes feel that you really did like him more than you thought. and then it leads me to think that that’s the reason why you’re unsure of where you want to be with me.
you have such a short fucking fuse. something happens, you automatically jump to a conclusion that somethings wrong. NO. nothings fucking wrong. stop asking me every fucking hour. it gets fucking annoying. if there was something wrong, i’d tell you. but no, you decide to continually push yourself onto people and think that its going to help. obviously not. you’re just going to annoy people. and i cant even joke around with you anymore. i joke around, you fucking take it up the ass or you fucking over think shit. calm down for once in your life. you’re so fucking tense and caught up in the act that something is wrong. jesus fucking christ.
(11:15:58 PM): … justiinx0 (11:16:09 PM): liking her status so fast and shit justiinx0 (11:16:10 PM): SHEESH (11:16:37 PM): …Wow… (11:16:39 PM): Ok… (11:18:07 PM): And I didn’t like it for the turkey dick justiinx0 (11:18:18 PM): i was joking in the first place (11:19:04 PM): …Duh??? (11:20:33 PM): Are you ok? justiinx0 (11:20:45 PM): yeah o.O (11:21:09 PM): Cause you just rushed to a conclusion… (11:21:11 PM): That’s my job (11:21:16 PM): -_-* justiinx0 (11:21:44 PM): -_- not everything that happens means that somethings wrong (11:22:09 PM): I was joking… (11:22:14 PM): Being sarcastic… justiinx0 (11:22:20 PM): oh (11:22:30 PM): Which is why I brought up me jumping to conclusions… justiinx0 (11:22:37 PM): ohh (11:22:58 PM): Alright… (11:23:05 PM): Ill talk to you… (11:23:06 PM): Uhh… (11:23:07 PM): Friday? (11:26:40 PM): Ok…eventually it is… (11:26:41 PM): Night
justiinx0 (11:26:43 PM): ill probably IM you tomorrow before i go (11:29:08 PM): I’m gunna be with joe…so text away whenever you want…and thank you for writing that…that made me feel a little better… justiinx0 (11:29:21 PM): mkay
I absolutely hate my school. I am so glad that this my last year. Every day it gets worse and worse and every day I am one step closer to freedom. The entire school system needs to be changed, it’s stupidity. -end mini rant-